I don't know if anyone actually reads this blog, so, as an update on my personal life, I have been doing much better...well at least about the whole I'm hated and depressed situation.
Today, was not at all normal. My best friend woke me up this morning about 9am. I was really confused about the noises she was making. I got up and looked at her, and seen her shaking and breathing really weird. She, in fact, was having a seizure. I asked her if she was okay. She replied "I think so..." about 20 minutes later her breathing got much worse, and told me that she couldn't breath. I asked her if she wanted me to call the school nurse and she said "NO." About 10 minutes later, she was still complaining about her not breathing well, so I ignored her, and called the nurse. So, the nurse came to my room and watched her shake and breath weird for like 10 minutes, and then she told me to call another person that works in the student development office, and that woman called the ambulance. To make these next 20 minutes go by faster, the volunteer ambulance peoples came to my room, and took my friend to the hospital. I was so upset, it was so scary seeing my best friend on the gurney, shaking, and just not being the friend that I know. But, I also realized that the girl inside my friends body, wasn't actually my friend, it was one of her many personalities, Madison Reed. Madison Reed is a girl who is scared about almost everything, and I am the only one Miss Madison really trusts. I called my friends step mom and told her my thoughts and I also filled her in on the current situation.
They finally get the seizure to stop after 1 hour and 45 minutes, and 20 minutes later, she started another seizure. This seizure lasted 50 minutes. So, I've been upset, worried, concerned, and really sad...I honestly did not know what to do!
But, as far as I know, my friend is done seizing for the time being (hopefully it stays that way!!!)
Oh what a day it has been.
I have been so happy the last few days, I've been hanging out with my best friend, and the greatest people I have ever met-SAI...SAI is by far the best organization out there. My sisters have supported me in my decisions, my sad times, they've just been there so much for me. I am so glad that I have people like them to help me get through this long, horrible, sad day!!!
